Depressed :S

Skipped school.

Woke up at 3.10 p.m.

And holidays start from tomorrow.

Form 3 students are having their PMR.

Now, I'm old enough.

No more PMR.

And no more SPM too.

Miss the times when I was still in Form 3.

The time when I was studying for PMR.

The time when I was sitting for my PMR.

Those days can never come back anymore.

Yeah.

Those days should never come back too.

'Cause now I'm having a new life.

Feel so depressed these few days.

Seems like everything is falling apart.

Woke up today and felt like crying out loud.

Argh..!

When can I get rid of this fucking feeling?

I can't sleep!!!!

2.38 a.m. now.

Couldn't fall asleep.

So I woke up and turned on the computer.

Outing later on.

But now, I'm not sleepy at all.

I can't sleep!!!!

That is what happens when I slept only at 3 a.m. the days before.

What to do???

Please, God, let me sleep.

:(

I Know He's Not Worth It

Skipped school again today.

National Day tomorrow.

So, holiday tomorrow.

Going to Bentong with my parents.

Gonna visit my uncle there.

I have been feeling down since yesterday.

After I got to know about something.

Feel like talking to a friend but, I don't have any friends to talk to.

Guess this is what you get when you don't make real good friends with others.

Feel like quitting my job.

If I do so, I will lose my income.

But if I stay on, maybe I will not feel happy.

Tell me what to do, God.

I wonder why he is such a jerk.

I hate him.

Why did he treat me like that?

Did I deserve that?

Random

Worked again today.

The weeks had passed by so fast.

I'm getting older.

:(

Work was as usual.

Business was quite okay today.

I'm glad to see that.

:)

Was getting more and more angry at him just now.

So, I left the place before my parents reached there and waited at another place.

Sick of everything.

He sent me a message to ask me why was I angry.

I couldn't help but to tell him the truth about what I think.

Talked about us.

I think he was giving excuses.

Idk.

It's not that I can't let go.

It's just that I don't understand what happened to us.

If I could do it all over again, I wouldn't have been with him.

It's 12.56 in the midnight now.

Gotta work again in the next morning.

Back to Sg.Besi again.

Kinda miss there.

Misery

The feelings will be gone very soon.

I promise.

It feels sucked holding back my tears, though.

But everything will be ok.

Random

跟他分手了…即使有多难过，应该也会过去的…就算他没喜欢过我，曾经经历过，也应该满足了吧…

I'm Tired of Being Lazy!

July has almost come to an end.

And I'm still that lazy.

I hate doing my homework.

Maybe because there are just so few homework to be done.

Or perhaps, my homework are mostly ESSAYS.

:(

Tomorrow I'm not going to school too.

Broke up with him for about 2 months.

And I don't know why, we are back together again.

I think so.

I just don't feel like I'm his girlfriend, anyway.

:/

And oh yeah, he is NOT YAP ZHEN HAO.

Please, stop misunderstanding, people.