Sunday, October 16, 2011

If there are options for me, I will choose not to grow up

Sheryl moved out again.
Alex came back, like finally.
Was so glad to hear that.
And now, normally, there will only be me, my parents and Ron Ron in the house.
All my sisters moved out.
There will be noises around with the presence of Ron Ron, though.

I remember my family used to be so united.
At that time, Ron Ron was not born yet.
My parents, my sisters and me were living together.

Rachel and Sheryl always fought with each other since young.
Now, don't think they still fight anymore.
They are real grown ups and live in different places.
Don't even have the chance to fight anymore.

I remember the days where my dad would bring us to have meals in McDonald's.
We, sisters, were really really young that time.
I always had Happy Meals that time.
Now, my dad doesn't eat McDonald's anymore, in which he thinks it is unhealthy to eat fast food.
We as a family, never eat McDonald's together now.
We are all grown ups, right?

I remember the times, when, the three of us, Rachel, Sheryl and me were too young to feel embarrassed.
We would take shower together and had fun.

I had had all these good times when I was younger.
Sad to say, I was not old enough to appreciate all those wonderful moments that time.
Now, they are still all here, but just inside my memory for me to recall.

Growing up is a necessary process.
I'm turning 20 soon.
Everybody is treating me like an adult.
I don't like my life in that way, seriously.
I'm not really ready to be a grown up yet.
I still like to be treated as a kid most of the time.
But what can I do?
All I can and should do is just to start being a grown up and learn to get used to the changes happening to my life.