I Know He's Not Worth It

Skipped school again today.

National Day tomorrow.

So, holiday tomorrow.

Going to Bentong with my parents.

Gonna visit my uncle there.

I have been feeling down since yesterday.

After I got to know about something.

Feel like talking to a friend but, I don't have any friends to talk to.

Guess this is what you get when you don't make real good friends with others.

Feel like quitting my job.

If I do so, I will lose my income.

But if I stay on, maybe I will not feel happy.

Tell me what to do, God.

I wonder why he is such a jerk.

I hate him.

Why did he treat me like that?

Did I deserve that?

Random

Worked again today.

The weeks had passed by so fast.

I'm getting older.

:(

Work was as usual.

Business was quite okay today.

I'm glad to see that.

:)

Was getting more and more angry at him just now.

So, I left the place before my parents reached there and waited at another place.

Sick of everything.

He sent me a message to ask me why was I angry.

I couldn't help but to tell him the truth about what I think.

Talked about us.

I think he was giving excuses.

Idk.

It's not that I can't let go.

It's just that I don't understand what happened to us.

If I could do it all over again, I wouldn't have been with him.

It's 12.56 in the midnight now.

Gotta work again in the next morning.

Back to Sg.Besi again.

Kinda miss there.

Misery

The feelings will be gone very soon.

I promise.

It feels sucked holding back my tears, though.

But everything will be ok.