Friday, August 19, 2011

Life is Short

Got to know from Facebook that the auntie selling mix rice in my school canteen has passed away yesterday.
She fainted at school, was sent to the hospital but couldn't be recovered.
On Thursday I saw the auntie for the last time, I guess.
'Cause yesterday I didn't pay any attention to her.... or her stall.
When I passed by her stall I thought, is their business good? My friends complained about the same dishes they cook everyday. There are so much leftovers there, are they for the afternoon session's students? Are they going to leave now?
I think that was the first time ever that I paid so much attention to them.
And in all of a sudden, tragic thing happened.
Feel kinda sad.
Even though I didn't interact with her except for business purposes.
And maybe she was so insignificant to me when she was alive, it makes me feel sad for her death 'cause I didn't get a chance to know her more.
Rest in peace, auntie.
You will have a better life now.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

I Don't Know What's Going On

In life, I worry about every single thing too much.
I am, perhaps, driving myself crazy.
I have to force myself to think not twice, but many times about something I said and I did.
I wish my life would be a lil easier or maybe I'm just making it complicated.